Friday, July 8, 2005

I was walking round in circles...

...going five miles an hour...and then I got dizzy and fell on my butt and it hurts.

First off, turns out I'm leading the songs for VBS instead of the third graders.  Last year I would have been terrified, but this year...

I'M PUMPED!!!! WHOOP! WHOOP!

Anywho...

Weeeell, in other news, I got up this morning and Kayla came over.  I made breakfast for both of us, and then we both went to Mass.  Actually, I guess Jess wanted to come too, but we were running late and she called me a bitch so I said "see ya!" and went out the door.  Afterwards Lorin had me and Kayla supposedly help him get ready for Mission Trip tomorrow.  Then my mom called. 

*DUN DUN DUUUUN*

She told me to get home, and that she needed to have a talk with me.

*DUN DUN DUUUUN*

Well, that freaked me a bit, to say the least.  So, when I got to my house it turned out that my mom was ticked that I didn't take Jess, but I told her about the bitch comment and that mulled that over.  She then went on about how I should have told her that Kayla was coming over (big oops on my part XP), but she didn't mind that she did.  Then she kinda talked about how she's mad at Lorin, and then how I needed to manage my time because I wasn't home at all yesterday and I'm leaving for a week, blah blah blah, family blah blah blah (I turned off my brain, aren't you proud of me Kayla?).  THen she went downstairs and told Jess to control her temper, blah blah.  Then we went shopping for shorts (me, jess, mom).  Jess was a total butt on the way to the store, she took my hair tie because it 'was hers, and yes she needed it badly'. But my mom bought me a Snickers at the checkout, which made me feel a bit better.  It's funny how life seems so...yeah...when you turn off your brain. No, my brain's working.  I turned off most of my emotions.  Quite nice, actually.  It's like a nice little fog.

So yeah, to everyone who cares, I'm fine.  Mummy dearest didn't take away mission trip (though she thought out loud about doing that as a way to get back at Lorin, or something like that).  And she keeps suggesting that I contact Kayla and invite her to the non-existant Teen Adoration tonight.  That's only if she doesn't have practice.  Ah well.  I still feel a bit...numb, but it really could be worse and I'm thawing out nicely.